Let's Get it On!

I feel like I'm in showbiz. And the issues that are happening in my (work) life will be shown on today's Chika Minute.

This isn't even an apology or an effort to explain myself.

Recently, I learned that some people has been telling lies about me and how I work. And the bad thing is, one of the people who I have always (tried) defending when people talk about her, lashed out on me as if like I am some stranger to her.

I am not afraid of these lies. Deep inside, I know that everything that happened the past months was an effort on my part to ensure that everything will go smoothly. I wilingly took responsibility of taking care of 46 agents since October of last year, until another supervisor was hired. It's only natural that I complain a bit, but despite my own complaints and the discomfort of having to spend all of my team at the office to catch up on all of my work, I went through this challenge with all confidence that I can muster. I always remind myself, that all the hardwork will pay off in time.

I guess some people don't see that - they only see themselves and their own successes. I always remember what our CEO told us on one meeting:

"Strategy without execution is hallucination. Execution without strategy is mindless activity."

I always remind myself that - they may find that the changes that is happening to their so-called "careers' is too big a change, but if these changes are for their own good, why should they react oh-so-violently against it?Only shows that they're not flexible and can't go out of their little comfort zones.

I am pissed. Super. Pissed.

I have treated them with utmost respect and this is what I get back in return. I can always give up, but I'm not that kind of person. I have principles and they're my guns. I have always been professional ever since I started working. (7 years of experience at that!). This is what my parents has taught me. This is who I am.

Like I always say, I will never look down on anybody unless I'm helping them up.

This little clip will go Live on the Buzz this Sunday. haha.

Ahhhh.. that crappy line that says: "This too shall pass" is so true!

For the meantime -- go on, keep lashing - what good will it give you? I say, let's get it on!

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March 6, 2006

After talking to a lot of people about what's happening, I realized that, I have nothing to be afraid of (I wasn't afraid naman in the first place!), because I know that I have nothing to lose. Unlike other people, it's not my thing to step down - my parents taught me how to be patient and how to be mature about these things.

I am still pissed. But besides that, mostly dissappointed with the people. I did my best not to judge them - being a team lead, I have made it a point to always think positively of people who will be joining the team. Every person has something to offer, and that is the best way to create a good relationship with everyone. And then this happened.

I just decided to leave it all be-- just like what joan has commented below, deadma nalang. I won't worry anymore about it - life's too short. Papanget lang ako. Sabi nga nung isang kanta:

"I won't worry my life away..."

All I know is I am doing my job and I'm not stepping on other people's toes and I have always been honest with what I do.

bow.

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